Today I'm Mad

 Today I am mad. 

I'm mad that he abandoned us, walked away, gave up. 

I'm mad that he isn't here to put his daughter to bed on the night before her first day of preschool. 

I'm mad that he just ran away from responsibilities and being a grown up. 

I'm mad that he gave up on me, our love, and our life together. 

I'm mad that he gave up when the going got tough. 

I'm mad that he didn't call his kids when they asked him to call. 

I'm mad that he spends all his money on himself instead of on the family or me. 

I'm mad that he cares so much about himself that there is no room to care for the rest of us. 

I'm mad that he thought the best way to solve our relationship struggles was to internalize it, not share it, and fight it out inside himself. 

I'm mad that we are not and have not been his priority. 

I'm mad that he does whatever he wants, whenever he wants. 

I'm mad that he doesn't care enough about us to stay. 

I'm mad that he didn't hold true to his vow of til death due us part. 

I'm mad that he couldn't handle the "in sickness and in health". 

I'm mad that he didn't try harder. longer. 

I'm mad that he didn't speak out before and ask for help. 

I'm mad that he doesn't care.

I'm mad that he isn't sad.